Eulogy

For anyone who has ever lost someone close...
A mother
A father
A sister
A brother
And on goes the list

When someone you care about dies, what are you supposed to do?
Write a eulogy of course.
But how do you do that when you don't want to let go...?
Forget the past, and move on?

I was told to write it just in case...
What does just in case mean?
Does that mean I am going to need it?

What if I am never ready to let go?
Can I hold on forever, just until I end up slipping, and meeting you there?
What does a good eulogy have in it?

Am I supposed to make everyone else feel better when I feel even worse?
Talking about the times that happened, all those memories
But what happened to the future?
The moments we were supposed to create?

I need to know everything will be okay in the future.
Not that everything was okay
That tomorrow will come
And will come with a greater gift than today...
Anything could be better then losing you
Even if I lost myself...

That is why this is my eulogy, and I do not intend to change it
Hopefully I don't need to use it,
But just for that "just in case"
I have it handy

I'll miss you bud...
Just letting you know that