As we move on

I'm not ok can't you tell?
You've created for me hell
my body shivers and shakes
as I see all my mistakes

you left me. Your gone
this thought is starting to dawn
my battle scars were beginning to heal
my numb mind was beginning to feel

but the your soul took revenge
you pushed me off my henge
I'm falling into a black hole
while you run with my trust you stole

I hate you with passion and hurt
not because of it all but because you burnt
our friendship which i held near
your laugh which I held dear

I told you all, everything I know
can't you see it was no show?
I told you how I been hurt
and I thought by then I'd learnt

Not to trust even you
that you would scar me to
so now as the tears fall down
I bury the treasure I found

the light and gold
that only you hold
it's all sand now
if only I knew how