Suicide over Death

Suicide Over Death

This pleasing pain that runs across my neck,
Opening awareness that I’m seconds from Death,
Wandering and waiting as the insanity takes over,
My thoughts are distorted,
As the shadows submerge my mind to a darkness within,

My eyes are construed,
As I realize I’m gone,
Nobody cares,
For I was of nothing,
Nobody cries,
For I was just substance.