Step Two

If I could just make it through the darkness
I could make it to the sunshine!

If I could just hold on!
I can make it to where there is nothing but sun!

If only I could
Then I could make it to a better place

I try
I really do

I cry
I always do

I run
But feel like a fool

I see that I
I am still at step two!

Day 1
I look at the sun
It tries to make a run
From me
And my misery

Day 2
I look at who
Is trying to make it through
And past day two
If it's not me then it's you

O-ooo-Oh!!

Day 3
I look at the me
In the mirror
Trying to find out
If I am nearer

Day 4
I look at the world
As a door!!
I look at the sky
There is so much more!!!

Day 5
Sooo much surprise
I am still alive
Not only breathing
But on the inside

Day 6
It all went by too quick
I hope and I pray
That I didn't miss it
That my life hasn't strayed

O-ooo-O-O-ooo-O-OOO-ooo

Day 7
Brings it all around
What is that sound
It is me
I am still not free

A whole week
What was it for?
Who was meant to stay and who was meant to go?
Why are we you or me still here?
Why has it gone the way it has?
It's when the questions come back
That we try to find what we lack

But no matter
We will be ripped and tattered
If not on the outside of our skin
Then with the souls we all have within!!!!

But, why be so down?
Why crawl deeper into the ground?
Why not be happy to stick around?
Can't we all have a joyous sound?

Let's all scream!!!
The stream has dried up!
This is all soooo messed up!!
Why! Why! Why! OOO-ooo-O-oooo-O

The pain
The sorrow
The tears
For tomorrow

The smile
The laughter
The embrace
From yesterday

In the pros and in the cons
Their is no balance
For no matter what is on the pros
If it goes it becomes a con
The bad will always stay
Yet why not just play anyway?

This life
This strife
The double edged knife
It goes deeper than the mind is set to go
But you never know.

So.

If I could just make it through the darkness
I could make it to the sunshine!

If I could just hold on!
I can make it to where there is nothing but sun!

If only I could
Then I could make it to a better place

I try
I really do

I cry
I always do

I run
But feel like a fool

I see that I
I am still at step two!

I look at my feet
I try to run free
The shackles will not release
I want to be
The one and only
Holder of my soul

But I am forever
and more
past eternity
And will always be in store
for pain
and more

I step once
I go for twice
I give an ounce
To loose my mind!!

Yet again
I find my friend
It happens
To be mine enemy

The animal inside
Trys to roar but hides
Behind the facade
With the tinted windows and shade

Hazardous
Serious words
But to be serious
Would be absurd

The wind blows hard
Yet a shining star
Is only cold and holds no warmth
For it is too far

I wish not to be that high
I just wish to be the sky
I will and won't let you go through me
I will and won't let go of victory

But I am who I am
I do what I do
I say what I speak
This is all to you

DO you understand me?
Did you hear me out?
This is not a speech
Not a shout

I wish on an open wound
That it heals latter
Rather than soon
Cause to be condemned to knowing that it will happen again
It is too much to wait for until the end

But

If I could just make it through the darkness
I could make it to the sunshine!

If I could just hold on!
I can make it to where there is nothing but sun!

If only I could
Then I could make it to a better place

I try
I really do

I cry
I always do

I run
But feel like a fool

I see that I
I am still at step two!