Cold and Hurt

Ever felt the pain,
Of salty tears,
Down red cheeks,
Red eyes?

I can only feel loved,
One single way,
By hurting myself,
My skin,
My blood,
My blade…

For years have I,
Been crying blood,
My heart turned to stone,
No emotion on the outside,
But on the inside,
A mess…

I scream in the night,
I cry in the day,
I want to beg for help,
But no one hears me,
No one understands…

I have been in a room,
Full of people,
I have walked down the street,
Tears down my face,
People are cold,
Colder than I…