Collection4.1 Being Betrayed

Can you blame me for being like this
You call me heartless, I call it hurt
When everything's ruined, my every wish
You feel my numbness, my lacking worth
I can't replace it, not with the speed you steal it

Prelude
I'll be here for you
I'll listen to you
Whilst you take what's mine
I'll pretend it's fine

Chorus
Am I being betrayed, I don't understand
The mess that's made, and all I've planned
It begins to fade, at your hands
And I'm afraid, yet on the other hand....

V2
What will happen once spoken
Can I make myself just
Am I even in the wrong
Or is the emotions you thrust
Don't call me souless
Don't call me distant
On the effect of this stress
I'll attack in an instant

Prelude
But I'll be here for you
And I'll listen to you
Whilst you take what's mine
You know I'll pretend it's fine

Chorus
Am I being betrayed, I don't understand
The mess that's made, and all I've planned
It begins to fade, at your hands
And I'm afraid, yet on the other hand....

Breakdown
Gotta do it now,
Gotta do it somehow
Gotta advance
Break the trance
My soul is breaking
My heart quaking
My spirit is shaking
But I'm no longer aching

Chorus
Am I being betrayed, I don't understand
The mess that's made, and all I've planned
It begins to fade, at your hands
And I'm afraid, yet on the other hand....
Yet on the other hand
You've gotta take what's yours
And leap right into open jaws
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