Ingore the pain, love is forever

Ingore the pain,
as it takes my soul.
Sreaming for me to give in to it.
To give up all that remains.
I fight it,
as tears rolls down my cheeks and remember,
Love is forever.
I see through that pain,
to the love many give me.
I see it each day,
in their words,
in their eyes.
But I cannot let them see this pain,
for they will worrie,
I cant let them worrie about me,
as I come last to myself and put others before me.
If I come first,
I may be different,
But I must go on as I am,
I must wait for the day,
but I dont want this day to come soon,
may it be many years from now when it is my time,
And may God,
take my soul.