Suicidal

Nothingness in front of me,
Alone deadly and silent,
Nothingness around me,
Enormous and violent.

Without the world,
I'm free to roam,
Without the world,
I cry bloody tears of sorrow.

A pain explodes,
Inside my head,
A gun in mind,
A knife instead.

I watch in wonder,
As the red blood falls,
Off pale white skin,
That is my own.

My world turns dark,
There it goes,
My waning sun,
Now I know there is none.

My suicide,
My dark retreat,
A strange nothingness,
It’s all I need.