My Final Words

Drowned in tears of sorrow
Nothing felt so horrible
My chest never been peirced with words
My escape has been denied

I try to find my resolutions
But they don't work with me
Soon I'll finally cut the rope
End the misery

They encourage all of the negativity
Let them get what they really want
For me to disappear into nothing more
To just leave them alone

They don't say it inront of me
They copy words behind my back
Though I keep that stupid smile on
I know I won't be able to keep it up.

One blind lover
Two evil friends
Mixed in with a school full of pricks
They're going to push me off the edge

It would be a great day when I'm pushed
One amazing day when they won't see my disgusting face
So bring out the ballons dand music
That day is coming soon

If only I woudl come up with the courage
Not take back my word
I'm going to jump
And as I jump

I shall remember all of the horrible memories
All the nasty words
And I will finally say,
Goodbye.