Pain

Pain... I watched as they smiled, laughed, talked, kissed...

Pain, it filled my heart, making me alone

He was gone, he was happy

I was still alone with a broken heart full of

pain, pain, and pain

being alone it's full of hurt and sadness

Pain... once happiness before he was gone and left...

Pain...

I couldn't be around, he was gone

leaving me all alone for the first time

I needed to find an escape, getaway from the pain

The pain that longed to fill my heart

I had to leave...

Leave... I did, to the one place that meant most to us

I lay there with them in my hand...

I couldn't live... no... not without him

I took them and closed my eyes

Falling into an unending sleep

One that would allow me to watch him...

Until he joined me...

Pain... I didn't feel it as I left the earth...

It was gone and I wasn't drowning