Nothing to be ashamed.

Nothing to be ashamed of:

Brilliant masquerades in the life passing by
Every face I see every word I hear,
Changing and uncertain kind of lies
Something I feel, deep inside me
Is it repulsion, is it hate?
Feels like I must fall & brake
Don’t want to show my face
So I close up my mask to cover
My lines, my flaws, my mistakes
In this eternal fake parade
In this which all of us must walk
And destined to feel
A shame for who we are
For what we have done
From where we come
And hope nobody sees
Our ugly side, our fatal fails

Just when I was about to join them
In their awful carnival
In which everyone is perfect
And nobody is what they say they are
Where nobody sees beyond their cold
And forever happy masks
A girl without a costume
A girl with nothing to hide
Or feeling shy to be her
To show her ugly side
Told me I had nothing to be ashamed of
The wind blew my hair, the sun felt in my skin
The whispers of the past helped me untie
My forever happy mask
And for the first time I saw
What happiness is supposed to be.
& with the warmest smile she had
She showed me
That for happiness we too, could cry.