The End of Me

I need to follow my head
My heart will tear me apart
I know he wont commit
I knew it from the very start
He’s funny and understanding
He’s listened to my traumas
He’s everything I wanted to be
He’s my own personal enigma

The more I try to stop it
The the more I seem to fall
He drives me wild
This such a wrong call
He makes my heart stutter
Always makin me smile
He breathes in my life
But I need him for a while…

I know better than this
But all I know has been shattered
He can frustrate me so
But I’ve seen him fully tattered
I love the smile on his lips
I need to hear his words
I wanna feel his touch
He’s got me thinking backwards

Its easier to see
This is all so chancy
And everything I want it to be
This will be… the end of me