You && i

You && i
i think i love you
i think i really do
but why would i love someone like you?

Not what you proposed to be
darling, you're not what you
promised to be to me
How would i have ever loved
someone as ugly as you?

you and i were a pretty thought
but not anything deeper
just a pretty picture,
a lovely memory
broken down into pieces
pieces of why i loved you

i really did love you
of course i did
i'd love anyone as beautiful
as you
but beauty is only skin deep
your love for me
was never ment to keep

years later i realize
you and i were
skin to skin
flesh on flesh
but never
soul to soul

when it was just
you && i

Note: what is the meaning of the lowercase "i"?