To Kyle

Hearing your laugh,
Is like hearing beautiful twinkling chimes
Seeing your smile,
Is like seeing the ever-so-beautiful full moon
When I'm with you,
I lose track of time
I'll admit, you're not a good secret-keeper
But I still trust you
Knowing you don't love me hurts
My heart is missing shards
If I could go back in time,
I wouldn't almost choke you
Oh but if I were to cry right now,
What would you do?
If I were to die right now,
What would you do?
But the big question is:
What would you do if
I took a blade to my neck
And said, "I love you"?