Him.

I am weak.
crying
"Crybaby!" you yell.
and screaming
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!'
I am the sea.
made up of exotic little somethings
and darkness down deep.
Little kisses of broken promises,
Music with synthesizers
and a pretty delicate voice.
We wear our scars with smiles
and pull our hair out for just
because's.
Smile Smile Smile
now frown with your eyes.
Pull me close
and whisper dirty saying in my ears.
Don't tell me you love me
that would just ruin everything.
Your hands around me throat
you're just like Him.
Leave me with you sins
"I'm just kidding" always on your lips.
And I am full
just a step over the point of no return.
So busted
I am.
With you laughing in my face.
We finish our dance of a circle.
and of.
hits.
With you leaving marks on my wrists
that I've inflicted myself.
I have nothing to say.
You keep sowing my lips up
with your needle and thread.
I am lying.
You are most defiantly are
Him.