I've Got a Gun, and I Know How to Use It

Could this be it?
The thing I’ve worked so hard for?
Maybe I’m finally
Getting it right

Could this be it?
Have I finally found my calling?
It’s hard to tell ‘cause
It’s covered up in blood.

Could this be it?
The end of the end, of everything,
The end of the pain,
The end of the suffering.

Put the barrel to my temple.
Let’s find out…