My Misery

Alone I stand,
Wishing you were here beside me
And the image fades;
Real tears blind me
And I'll hate myself for you...

Oh, my angel;
Lone angel
How could I have done this to you?
So much beauty, I see
How could I shatter something beautiful?
How could I leave?

I never cried before...
When I should have
I am cursed forever;
Crying tears that stain
Forevermore,
And I hate myself for you...

I call out to you;
Wishing you could hear the sadness in my voice
Hearing my echo scream at me,
Here I fall to my knees

Oh, my angel;
Lonely angel
I always prayed that you wouldn't hate me,
But now I do
And I'll always hate myself,
Because I do it for you...