That part of me

The part of me that i hate wont ever go away
fighting this is pointless
its just a constant battle with myself
and no matter what, in the end i will always lose
no matter what i try i will always end up being bruise
no matter how far i run
the pain will always catch up with me
and hurt me like it always does
never gives up...
its evil and cunning
if ill ever stop running
ill fall in to it
and it would tare me to bit
the thought of it just makes me weak
loneliness i all i have
even thought i have friends, I'm blinded by myself, so ill never be save
no one can help me
words from others are meaningless
and living like this is scenceless
its like a never ending war
but the source of the pain is coming from my core
and I'm creating the pain for my self
why do i do it?
the answer is simple...
its because I'm crazy