My other half

my other half is a cold dark being
the one who lost life's meaning
who's living with nothing to live for
the one who wants more
but cant succeed
the one who lost his conscence deed
ever since i lost her
his there to replace
filling up my empty souls space
becoming established more and more every day
He has nothing to say
but he means more then any one could speak
his presence just makes me weak
his manipulating me to do what no one ever thinks of attempting
he abducts and obliterate everything
everything that is sentimental to me...
his here to stay like a permanent marker leaving its imprint on a white sheet of paper
his flowing in my blood stream
now the only way to kill him
is to kill myself