The Lover's Sonnet

What's this feeling within?
I still don't know as I cave in
You hold me while I bleed
My heart a dying seed
The will never grow
Never show
The things I feel
The hurt I conceal
As I bleed out I become numb
Suddenly, I know my sum
A no one, a nothing
So, I'm running
Away from it all
But my engine stalls
I need to think
But I begin to sink
My wounds bleed out
While you shout
I look up and see you crying
I know I'm dying
I kiss your lips and close my eyes
And see us under the clear blue skies
Us lying in the park
Then It goes dark
I soar off like a dove
...Goodbye, my love