I'm ending it...for good

They found my cuts
The door to my heart shuts
Sealing its locks
Making everyone blocked
Then all of a sudden
I relize the key is hidden
Even from myself
If it never opens, there's a gift on the shelf
Don't let it wilt
It's wrapped in my guilt
And here's the blade of my past
It made my innocence go by too fast
Let it rust
And turn to dust
My wrist will heal
And the door to my heart will unseal
And the scars I hate
Are my only reminder of my once fate