Questions?

Am I pathetic
To be broken hearted
Over a boy
Who couldn't give a rip about me
Is it bad that
This isn't the first time it happen
Different boys same out come
Is it bad tease
If every guy I ever
Liked are jerks and
Don't think twice about hurting me
Am I stupid
To fall for a boy who are mean to me
Am I a push over
To let people talk me into liking
Him more then I already do
Am I too much of a dreamer
For looking at him with hope
When it offese there isn't any
Am I to boy crazy
For falling so fast so easily
Am I shallow
For paying to much attention
To his looks
And not enough to his personality
Am I too desperate
In this game of love
Am I asking to be hurt
With all these issues