What you've done to me.

See the blood on my hand?
Look closely at where it comes from.
Look at what i do to myself because of you.
Because of you, I am here and yet not.
Because of you. I am vandalizing myself.
It hurts
I hurt
But i can't help but take the pain.
It overshadows the pain of you.
It overshadows this terrible Nightmare.
It overshadows what i don't want to see.
It hurts.
and the only thing i can do is hurt.
My pain will never go away.
It's marked me.
Like a dog you pissed on me and left your stain.
The stench will never go away..
It's marked my body...........and my heart..
and maybe, even my soul.