Her heart is falling apart

Am I acting normally?
When this feeling is killing me?
It’s consuming me whole.
I feel so lost, abandoned, and out of control.

My heart it’s in pieces, some here; others lost forever
You and me went from being to always to never.
I can’t pick up the fragments, they lay throbbing; in pain.
I hate to think they broke in vein.

You never cared about me, I doubt your heart ever existed.
If what we had was love, then how come you don’t miss it?
Don’t miss me, at all. The one who was there,
The only one that would die to have your feelings spared.

So much pain, I can’t control
This hurtful feeling; I must let go.
It overflows onto this knife.
Slashing away at my hollow life.

Tons of scars, they bleed and scream
They scream out every horrible dream
Ones that use to make me smile
But now they seem so crude and vile.

You caused this wreck; I’m going insane
I can’t bare to look at myself; I’m ashamed
The girl in the reflection is a vacant body
Suicide attempts are her favorite hobby.

I can’t understand how you sit
And watch her life crumble to bits
You murder! You murder! You killed her inside
You brought the scars that are now hard to hide.
One won’t stop bleeding, yeah it won’t stop
But her smiled widens with every blood drop

Her death might free her of these curses you make,
These horrible diseases of lover's heartbreak.

©HaleyxHardcore