Matthew.

I simply miss who you used to be
perfectly, innocent and sweetly
my best friend
my one person to go to
the only one i needed
you don't open your eyes
you are to busy pondering what to do next
because after her, everything went to hell
and i tried to tell you
i tried to warn you
you forgot everyone here that waited
and god, how long we waited
you moved on without a glance backwards
you just left without a sound
maybe a whisper, a small wave of wind
and you were gone
but you'll always stay living deep in my chest
like a parasite, eating away at whats left
each beat you fade
each beat you continue to haunt me
each beat you hurt me, and never cared
you left everyone who loved you for who you are
i bled for you as you stumbled into the dark hole you dug yourself
i bled for you
and because of these scars, i know you'll always stay.
these scars remind me of who you are today.
and that is not my sweet, perfect best friend
it is some one, far, far away.