Acceptance

Never good enough
Never will be
Always crying
Always sad
Forever unhappy
Forever depressed
Cant ever make it
Cant be the best

She's always yelling, screaming, shouting
About the degrading things that I should be
She pushes me down, why get back up?

I try each day, to stand and live my life
But barriers surround me each time I try
Encasing me in its iron grip
Until I fall back down, and let her rule
She tells me what to do
And I try to carry it out
But I cant be perfect
But I really want to be.
Because maybe if I am...
She'll accept me.