I Would Have Asked For Forgiveness If You Just Had Said That You Hated Me
This I wrote when I was 16, two years ago that means, and you can guess which moad I was on back then.
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Feeling sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Feeling how I’m getting dizzy
I like it, crave it
Why did stop in the first?
Did I become wise?
Or was I forced?
Take a guess, I was forced
Never get to live my own life
I’m just a fucking good-for-nothing that mean shit
Want to get stoned to the point behind
I need a reality escape
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Feeling sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Crying the worlds pain out
Want to escape but got no-where to go
I’m stuck in hell
This slowly shrinking cell
Can you feel the thrill?
Knowing that everyone around is part of the Kill
The thing that stops you from being you
What can we do?
Nothing at all, we’re screwed
Good for nothing at all
Just an easy fuck with no return call
Meaning nothing to no-one around
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
You left me unconscious on the floor
When you realised that I was just a useless bore
Let me hear you complain now
Let’s compete about shit
Whose life is the worst
No-one is winning, just losing
‘Cause everyone’s life’s suck
Breaking us down and away
Making us hide from in the dangerous places
Looking away from crazy faces
Stop spinning the world, I want to get off!
Take me away if you could
Save me from hell
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
I’m not joking
I mean this
Makes no sence for now or ever
But it’s for real and that’s the deal
After we’re dead we don’t have to hide
But it’s long left until that
So hold on
And fucking feel like shit
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
I’m just too sick of all this shit
Staying or leaving doesn’t mean a bit
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Feeling sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Feeling how I’m getting dizzy
I like it, crave it
Why did stop in the first?
Did I become wise?
Or was I forced?
Take a guess, I was forced
Never get to live my own life
I’m just a fucking good-for-nothing that mean shit
Want to get stoned to the point behind
I need a reality escape
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Feeling sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Crying the worlds pain out
Want to escape but got no-where to go
I’m stuck in hell
This slowly shrinking cell
Can you feel the thrill?
Knowing that everyone around is part of the Kill
The thing that stops you from being you
What can we do?
Nothing at all, we’re screwed
Good for nothing at all
Just an easy fuck with no return call
Meaning nothing to no-one around
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
You left me unconscious on the floor
When you realised that I was just a useless bore
Let me hear you complain now
Let’s compete about shit
Whose life is the worst
No-one is winning, just losing
‘Cause everyone’s life’s suck
Breaking us down and away
Making us hide from in the dangerous places
Looking away from crazy faces
Stop spinning the world, I want to get off!
Take me away if you could
Save me from hell
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Just waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
I’m not joking
I mean this
Makes no sence for now or ever
But it’s for real and that’s the deal
After we’re dead we don’t have to hide
But it’s long left until that
So hold on
And fucking feel like shit
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
Fucking sick of all this shit
Now life doesn’t mean a bit
I’m just done taking the pills
Missed how wonderful it feels
Waiting for it to kick in
Living on only this may make me thin
I’m just too sick of all this shit
Staying or leaving doesn’t mean a bit