Dying Heart

Take my love please just have it
without you here my heart is useless
every beat just seems a waste
no person in the world can take your place
the love we had to difficult to explain
11:11 strikes i wish things were the same
i just wish the beating would end
your utterly useless as my friend
I know its selfish to want you here
but I can’t make love disappear
not even magic could erase us
you promised nothing would break us
but here i stand all alone, waiting for the beating to stop
my misery lingers and i cry for lost times
but there you stand happy and fine
and all i can think is i wish you were mine
I'm wasting my breath , you won't listen
the beating in my chest keeps going
a reminder i need to keep going
will i ever move on? NEVER

but i cant be miserable FOREVER.