Relatives

All alone i sit here and wait
they don't understand
they don't see me

all they see is the dark style
the frown on the face
and the scares on my wrists

what they dont see are the scares on my heart,
or the pain in my head
and the tears staining my pillow

they're all about family,
when they can't even control there,
youngest mess of a daughter

Happy birthday to you
your stuck in your room
while they celebrate your older sisters new outfit

tall blonde and beauitful
is what they wanted
i guess they never really wanted me...