You Confuse Me.

I wish you would actually talk to me,
I wish you would actually tell me what your feelings are,

The full truth,

But maybe the problem is you don't want to admit that those feelings are there,
Maybe you are pushing those feelings and me away,

Are you?

I don't know how many times I have to say it,
How many way I could show it,
Show you, and tell you,
How much I love you.

Do you,
Will you,
Ever understand?

You confuse me sometimes,
One minute blushing and saying you want me,
The next minute you aren't even answering a simple question I ask,
You avoid my questions all too often,

You say you want to kiss me,
But you are asked me to marry you as a joke,
or was it you were just afraid that's what you really wanted,
that deep down you love me,
are you just pushing it away,
saying it's not possible,
coming up with all these excuses

You confuse me.