Relapse

It's only the tearing of the skin that hurts.
The rest...
It's painless.
Of course it just has to make that horrible sounds though
That it's actually tearing.
Only you can hear it. It's all inside your body,
But there's that illusion it's so much louder.

It brings peace to mind.
Peace to pain.

The red water is beautiful.
♠ ♠ ♠
My friends have been pleading me to stop, but the more I try to, I can't.
It's got to be for myself if it's ever gonna stop.