You. are. far.

I see you from afar. Just sitting there with your thoughts.
You don't lift your eyes even once- you told me you don't like eye contact, I just think you're scared.

You're face is blank, but I know your mind is pooling with thoughts, with ideas, with too much.
You're thoughts drown you- you once told me.

I see you from afar. Sitting all alone. Not knowing how many will love to be around. Just not knowing at all.
I want to move closer. To sit with you. To hold your hand tightly and tell you its all right, whatever it is, its alright.

Lies!

Its all I can give you remember?

I feel something tugging at my chest. My breathing is changed and I cant think about anything else. You finally look at me. Finally lift your eyes up.

I flinch at the hurt I see, the intensity. All the memories come back, its to strong, its too much. I can barely take it now. But We cant break the stare, and we don't want to!

Oh, how I wish I could be by your side. Holding your hand. Telling you lies. Its all I can give you remember?

But I am sitting here, looking at you from afar. Starting at me with those eyes. Killing me inside.

Oh, how I wish I could. But you are just so far.