I Tried

I was there,
I took your hand,
and told you everything was ok.
You thanked me and walked away,
not hearing what I had to say...

I can't be your friend,
I love you too much.
I want to be that one girl you adore to touch.
My mind races as time goes by,
you over look my and it makes me wonder why.
Why am I still alive?

Seeing you with her hurts inside,
but being your friend, I know I can't hide.
I wish you would see that we were meant to be,
The girl that's been there from the start,
I'm willing to give you my heart.

You ignore me, you say you don't understand,
the feelings I fealt that night I held your hand.
With a shake of your head,
you turned away,
still missing what I had to say...

I can't be your friend,
I love you too much.
I want to be that girl you adore to touch.
My mind races as time goes by,
you over look me and it makes me wonder why.
Why am I still alive?

Tears pouring down my face,
I look in the mirror, asking,
"What is it he fears?".
I knew now what I had to do,
I had nothing left without you.

I'm watching you at my funeral,
you look so damn miserable.
Your mouth opens and you speak,
your voice soft and weak.

"I'm here,
and I have your hand,
I lied when I said I didn't understand.
If I could go back and change that day,
this is what I would say...

I couldn't be your friend,
I loved you too much.
You were always the girl I yearned to touch.
I look back on the day I lied,
the day you tried.
I hurt you so much,
that it drove you to suicide."

It's too late,
It's too late,
It's...too...damn...late.