Unheard; Unwanted

My mouth is moving but I make no sound.
I'm surrounded by people, yet no one helps me.
I reach out to grab a hold, but there's nothing to grab onto.
My face full of fear but no one notices.
The screams passing my lips go unheard.
My voice silent yet I can hear what I'm saying.
I can feel myself slowly drifting away.
As the voices in my head grow louder.
Sharp pain running through me.
It's so unbearable I can tell I am falling.
I have no where to go.
No where to hide.
People and buildings fading into the distance.
Finding myself surrounded by walls of white.
This can't be happening.
My screams, my cries, the begging and pleading.
How can it all be unheard?
No one helping me escape from this place called reality.
I'm trapped in a world that's not my own.
Nothing, a world of nothing is what consumes me now.
No feeling, no emotion, no soul or train of thought.
I'm motionless and alone.
Why is there no where to hide in this hell they call life.
My opinions all unheard.
No one listens to what I have to say.
Is this really my life?
My world?
It can't be, can it?
I feel myself falling into an eternal darkness.
A darkness that surrounds me.
A darkness that's cutting me off from the rest of the world.
I can't live like this, can I?