Tears, Lies And Betrayal

How could you lie to me?

Why couldn't I see

That what you told me at first was the truth?

And now I do not know

If I can believe

The things that you tell me.

I cannot believe you

Would do this to me.

I thought that we were friends.

Friends until the end.
And now I do not know what to think.

I believed everything.

Nearly everything.

But clearly all you were telling me was lies.

How many times do I have to tell you

That my heart has been hurt far too much for me to bare?

Why couldn't you have spared me this grief?

This suffocating sadness?

And the never ending madness?

I cannot think about anything else.

I Cannot watch my movies.

I Cannot read my books.

I Cannot listen to music.

I can't even have a conversation

About something else.

All I can do

Is let the tears fall.

Yes,

My friend,

You are the cause of these tears.

Why didn't you tell me

That you are one of the things that I fear most?

Why did you have to lie?

I have lived many years.

And in all the moments I have lived,

I have never felt so betrayed.