Saving Myself

I remember the way things used to be
the days when I could actually stand to see your face
but now thats all changed
you've changed, you say we all change
but this new you, this new you....
isn't someone I can be around
you don't laugh at my jokes
you lie to my face
you make me cry until my pillow is soaked
who I am is changing
and you don't care, you don't care
who you are is someone I hate
and every time you walk away from me....
I can feel my heart tear
Soon there will be nothing left to lose
but I refuse, I refuse
to drown in the darkness that swallowed you
and with my last gasping breath, I will resurface
with my last ounce of pride, I'm saying I'm through