Gotta let you go.

This is gonna be harder then you know
I love too much but I gotta let ya go
I can’t stand it when my heart hits the floor
Ya don’t pick it up ya just hurt it some more
I won’t be takin all of your drama my queen
Or snapin and slapin me or getting straight mean
Yeah, I had about it enough and it’s time to toughen up
I ain’t sipping that drama juice you offer in your cup
I’m gonna find a new love to help myself
And skip over the bad scars that your love has left
I’m gonna make my own calls I’m gonna be the ref
I ain’t listenin’ to grandiloquent words or I’ll be tone def

Yo crazy mood swings never been mellifluous
Every time I try to offer my help I get dissed
I was only your play thing and nothing but a tool
Misused, abused, like refuse, always turnin’ to me to lose yo cool
Girl you’ve always been pulchritudinous
But your personality is the persona of rudeness
With you there was never a time of coolness
And it’s about that time when I say enough of this
So, so long, I’m gone, I might be singin’ a sad love song
But it’s time to find myself and give my heart a new home
It was nice knowin’ the lighter side of you
And I thoroughly enjoyed the times when you were my boo

But now I shake my hand in goodbye motion
As I stop sippin on your poisonous potion
When you stopped showin me love I got the notion
And every time you talked to me you failed to show emotion
It was almost as if my heart you were tryin ta ravage
And your words where only knives that brought savage
What kinda stuff were you tryin to put me through?
And then you got the nerve to say the words I love you?
Please, you don’t know what the word love means
You’re in a fairy tale world; you need to wake up from ya dreams
Love takes two people and two people make a team
I was the only one pushin to make it work or so it seem

How does our love breathe being drowned underwater?
Or every time you say somethin were at war like Sparta
Ha, but every time you talk to the other people around
You don’t give them crap but you wanna bring me down
Then you wanna act nice when you feelin’ up to it
When you should just automatically do it.