Cutting In Deeper

I'm holding my breath,
this is from you.
I'm sliding it slowly,
the pain I go through.
I'm in a state of depression,
It's cutting in deeper.
Warmth covers my arms,
I'll visit the reaper.
You had the strength to hold on,
so why'd you let go?
Now I'm hurting myself,
and why, you don't know.
We could've stayed close,
but we drifted so far.
I used to be loved,
but now I'm just scared.
The sharpness, the pain,
and the deep breaths I take.
I hope you're thinking of this,
While into pieces I break.
Remember our time,
the way we once were?
But you decided to leave me . . .
You left me for her.
So people will ask why,
Why I cause my self pain.
I respond with a simple,
That boy is to blame.