What I think of you...

How could you be like this
when all you do is diss
i cant think about what you put me threw
i just know i never wanna see you
i havent talked to you since that day
i dont know why its so hard to just even say hey
the days i've spent without you, gave me time to think
so i look at that bottle and take another drink
i wanna talk to you, but i kno i should not
so hide my empty bottle so i dont get caught
i try to act like it dont bother me
but i know that you will never see
im really glad you let me go
how could you sink so low
i dont know why you got me into this
i just wanna hit you with my fists
im doing things i shouldnt do
but its all because, what you put me through
what is your problem,you'll never learn
what is it that made you take that turn
I dont kno what you were thinkin when you asked me out
did you always have all this doubt
i figured out i dont hate you anymore
but you still should be scared when you open the door
even though i wonder why you set me free
i dont even kno if it had to do with me
now your just like all them other guys
who broke my heart & told me lies
Its something that i have never felt before
its like you threw me down on the colc cold floor
why cant you just tell me why
thats the only thing i want, besides goodbye
you tried to tell me your heart isnt in it
i shoulda known cuz it felt like you didnt
what is in the past cant be let go
i wish i never would have known