RE: Letters

I am lying here typing this not knowing what to do or think, but our past month together is full with my now precious and cherished memories me and you have shared.
I am trying to prove Holly and Brook wrong I am to say a "new man" and want to prove them wrong. But i didnt mean to make it seem that i care more about proving them wrong that you and me. They always do this to me unless its one of them I am tired and guilty for what i have done. But that is past which i brung up to much which is probly ended you and me.
But these memories i promise you i have enjoyed them all, these stupid tears are aggrivating as they fall. I have read your letter 4 times now each time learning more that went wrong. And i know understand no matter if i do want to change and wait for you with all my migh, that i will never be able to hold your hand again.
Have i not done my past could we still be? I know you think my past doesnt matter but If i could start over and make my past right and wait for you so we could be happily together baby please pray tonight that god will let it be. Everyone but Becca and Autumn are telling me not to give up on you and move on they like me believe we were meant to be. For us to start over again and fuck my history will be all I need. I am not going to give up so easily, and i thank god for that.
I wish i could have a second chance with you, so i can prove you and me were star written lovers and we were meant to be.
This poem is real made by my own mind and emotions from me to thee.
I believe you onced said this i memorized it because it meant so much to me:
"I don't know the you, you used to be.

That's no longer who you claim to be.

So that wont be who you are to me.

You don't know very much about me, honestly.

Nor I, about you.

You could ask, I would tell.

I wont lie.

There would be no reason why.

I believe I made you cry,

Though I'm not sure how or why.

Those poems you're reading,

Well they're my past.

A quick look into who I have been,

Who I am.

I wont hide it,

Because I could never deny it.

I don't know the you, you used to be.

That's no longer who you claim to be.

So that wont be who you are to me.

Please as i once again begging pathedicly asking for a second chance just one chance is all i need. I will show you who I really am without everything you have gone through because of me indeed.... and think of the one first poem i wrote you that said one thing and was meant to say one thing. "Here I am and here i had you the key to my heart." use that key ask me anything we will be bestfriends forever i promise if i dont get that second chance. I just ask one thing if you decide to not give me that second chance and its that movie we saw on our fith date baby "remember me".