Im Sorry..

If you were still alive, I'd stay with you forever.
If you were still alive, I'd tell you how much you mean to me.
If you were still alive, I would have tried to stop you.
If you were still alive, I'd try to create a new fate for you.
If you were still alive, I'd try make you laugh.
If you were still alive, I'd wipe away your tears.
If you were still alive, I'd hold onto you forever.
If you were still alive, I'd make you forget the pain.
If you were still alive, I'd kiss you into bliss.
If you were still alive...I'd finally tell you I loved you back....
I'm sorry I couldn't stay with you forever,
I'm sorry I couldn't tell you how much you mean to me.
I'm sorry I couldn't stop you.
I'm sorry I couldn't change your fate.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you laugh.
I'm sorry I couldn't wipe away you tears.
I'm sorry I couldn't hold onto you forever.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you forget the pain.
I'm sorry I couldn't kiss you back.
I'm sorry I couldn't tell you I loved you...
I'll always remember you.
I'll always think of the good times we had.
I'll always dream of the fantasies we could've made.
I'll always cherish our unforgettable memories
I'll always love you...
I'll never forget you.
I'll never break our promise
I'll never do anything you never wanted me to do
I'll never speak to Chelsea again, I swear it
And I'll never, ever replace you.

I know it's pointless telling you this now
But you said you'd be watching over me no matter where you are...
I miss you like hell, Austin.

And I'm really sorry if I ever disappointed you..
♠ ♠ ♠
Well, this is just something I kinda put together thinking of Austin. It's pathetic, but I think the message has gotten across, and it's all I wanted to say.