To make her love me
Tonight was a disaster! I was not mentally prepared from mine and Michala’s breakup Friday. I tried to last as long as I could from letting what I knew I was going to do. But I couldn’t take the pain no more when she looked back on the row I was sitting on the pain shot through me like I just shot myself.
I knew I couldn’t sit there anymore I stormed out of the theatre shouting im my mind “ I CANT DO THIS NO MORE” I was terrified I had myself about to send her a text the said I was giving up when o got a text from her. It said “hey” I was really asking myself if I should reply but I had too she means to much. But she doesn’t see that I want her. I texted Michala back and called my best friend Becca she would know what to do I thought But she only made things worse. A tear raced down my face as I punched the wall as hard as I could. I cant do nothing right I said to myself as my other best friend Gabe walked up from behind me and put his hand on my shoulder and said “man are you alright.?” I replied no and we talked about how our similar events that happened with our relationships.
We talked for what seemed 10 minutes but was more like thirty. I walked to the theatre and saw Michala on my way in she looked sad and confused but I knew I didn’t have the strength to tell her im sorry because I would start to cry again.
As I was on my way out of the theatre I went to stand bye Michala but her friend Kayla got in my way. They just don’t get how much one month with her did to me and my heart. I stormed out the cinema with Gabe and was almost to pizza hut when him and I decided to go back to not seem to be complete assholes.
As we arrived back at the cinema they were outside waiting for us so we walked with them to pizza hut. There is when all of my past and what happened between michala I noticed ive come to far to lose her. But I was to much of a pussy to say that to her face. I didn’t know what to do. When time to leave came upon the hour and michala left she gave me a hug. So warm and gentle, it gave me hope that maybe I could fix things and that she actually still might have feeling for me.
That one hug gave me hope and a tear stoled down my cheek as she let go of me. It made my day but made the pain of loosing her all the worse. So I sat waiting for my ride to pick me up picking myself up off my knees I walked to my car and was on my way home as ACDC played ‘Highway to hell’.
I knew I couldn’t sit there anymore I stormed out of the theatre shouting im my mind “ I CANT DO THIS NO MORE” I was terrified I had myself about to send her a text the said I was giving up when o got a text from her. It said “hey” I was really asking myself if I should reply but I had too she means to much. But she doesn’t see that I want her. I texted Michala back and called my best friend Becca she would know what to do I thought But she only made things worse. A tear raced down my face as I punched the wall as hard as I could. I cant do nothing right I said to myself as my other best friend Gabe walked up from behind me and put his hand on my shoulder and said “man are you alright.?” I replied no and we talked about how our similar events that happened with our relationships.
We talked for what seemed 10 minutes but was more like thirty. I walked to the theatre and saw Michala on my way in she looked sad and confused but I knew I didn’t have the strength to tell her im sorry because I would start to cry again.
As I was on my way out of the theatre I went to stand bye Michala but her friend Kayla got in my way. They just don’t get how much one month with her did to me and my heart. I stormed out the cinema with Gabe and was almost to pizza hut when him and I decided to go back to not seem to be complete assholes.
As we arrived back at the cinema they were outside waiting for us so we walked with them to pizza hut. There is when all of my past and what happened between michala I noticed ive come to far to lose her. But I was to much of a pussy to say that to her face. I didn’t know what to do. When time to leave came upon the hour and michala left she gave me a hug. So warm and gentle, it gave me hope that maybe I could fix things and that she actually still might have feeling for me.
That one hug gave me hope and a tear stoled down my cheek as she let go of me. It made my day but made the pain of loosing her all the worse. So I sat waiting for my ride to pick me up picking myself up off my knees I walked to my car and was on my way home as ACDC played ‘Highway to hell’.