From Want to Rejection

I wanted something
So badly I longed
Hoping I'd find it
A lost soul looking

I cried and weeped
over the pitiful wants
a schoolgirl's dream
Where has it taken me?

When I thought I couldn't take it
You stepped in
Gave me the thing
I wanted more than anything

But now I don't want it
Take it back
All of it
I don't care anymore

I know it'll hurt you
my rejection
But for some reason
I don't really care

Yeah, I'll hold true
My promises kept
I never fall back
I've felt that pain before

But just keep in mind
I won't enjoy it
I'm here to perhaps
Regain the want

Whatever happens
keep in mind
That I am insanity
and I hold the veil

The veil that will blind you
The veil that will shield you
The veil that will leave you
In pain of ever reaching depths

And here I sit
In only a hat
And a mere skirt
Wondering what you would say