Things I Can't Feel

I have walked miles in someone elses shoes
I have stolen truths so that my life isn't a lie
I have cemented my feet so I don't have to move
I have bitten my tongue over things I should say
I have laughed at things I shouldn't find amusing
I have crossed the line one too many times
I have left people with requests too confusing
I have tried to cover these scars of mine
I have lost everything including my mind
But none of it matters
I still haven't cried