suicide love [no one's perfect]

I said i wouldn't.
You said you'd do anything.
For Me.

But You Made That Lie,
So i Will Too.
Heres my Story.

Go to the bathroom,
To Do What I Do,
Send my goodbyes,
I wish it was true.

I wish i could fly away,
Never to return,
Then you could apologize,
And a lesson we would learn.

The tears are my heroes,
The blade is my friend,
I wish you would understand,
Then this wouldn't be my end.

Take it out and stare,
Hold it in my claws,
Place it on my virgin skin,
Take a deep breath and pause.

Do i have the strength?
I had the strength to love,
Push harder and harder,
Until the blood is coming above.

In that one second,
My promises are broken,
But the tears that come,
Add up to this token.

My face turns ghostly,
I suddenly feel faint,
That one little scab,
Could be a big mistake.

The sirens that are ringing,
Are making me feel dizzy,
Even though my heart is dying,
I know my parents will be busy.

I lift up my arm,
And see that one little scar,
But when i look closer,
There is more then one, by far.

The lights are dimming,
The voices getting light,
My surroundings are blurry,
And no longer sappy and bright.

I hope that i can see you,
When you die from the pain,
Not the pain you had,
But the one that only i could gain.

Love.