My Best Friend Is A Serial Killer

Did you forget how this was suppose to end?
I thought we planned it out so well
You forget that I know how to breathe
And hope that I don't live to tell

But I guess those thoughts were broken
You left you're marks all over me
Darken my skin and I still feel them
So don't tell me you can't see

You crimson traitor
You made this wreckage
And this is me

Savage creator
You break me slowly
In agony

I gave you this much to hold
Tearing off faith piece by piece
Now you've taken up a new direction
Still keeping grip and dragging me

I wish I could just cut the cord
It would bleed but time would press it closed
You keep rubbing open the same old blisters
You turn to plastic and through the flesh below

I wish I could just cut the cord
(you know)
And be done with you
(we are)
I wish I could just cut the cord
(we were)
Cause now it's wrapped around my throat
(so intricately connected)
I wish I could just cut the cord
(I still)
But I still need a piece inside of me
(feel you)
(as you hollow out inside of me)

I'm darker from the scars
I think I'm bleeding from the inside out
My whole body's screaming fuck this shit
I'm sick of hurting and I'm done with it