Throwing Punches at Ocean Waves

Reasons unknown to all of us
Thrown myself into this mess
But I'll start to worry when I'm dead
At least, thats what I had said
My heart lays in ashes, if you must

I'm so lonely and out of my mind
I'm in ruin, Just show me a sign
Why can't things work now?
Take me, I wont make a sound
Take me where i can feel the suns shine

When you own a heart thats half of yours
and you stand locked behind these doors
What's there to question?
What's there to wonder?
There's nothing to live for anymore

I stand in the water
Ashamed of who I am
Nothings I do will matter
As throw these fists into the waves
I feel the moisture of the splatter

My heart is empty of all its blood
All my emotions will begin to flood
Turned into a martyr
stop this flow with a garter
Just let me sink in what I've become

And the last thing, I want you to see
Is that You still have all of me