Sorry

You say you love me.
But you've got her in your message.
Have you lied again?
Or am I just misreading?

I'm sorry for this constant chaos.
I'm sorry for saying I care.
I don't want to let go of you.
But it seems like you want me to.

What do you want me to do?
Do you love me or her?
You cant have it both ways.
You cant.

You just cant.

I don't want to lose you.
Because id kill myself if I did.
I don't want to hurt you.
But thats all I seem to do.

I'm not over reacting.
My love for you is forever.
Id rip my heart open.
And serve it on a plate.

Its bleeding for you.
Its bleeding because of you.

I'm so sorry of doing this again and again.
I don't know if it hurts you to read this.
I must annoy you at some point.
If I don't.

Its a miracle.

Yet again, you know I'm going to continue.
Thing is, do you want me to.
Am I driving you insane.

Or are you wishing you never met me.

Its just another poem.
Those words means what you want them to mean.
I'm sorry that I love you.
I'm sorry that I care.
But its driving me into despair.