Torture, Agony, Misery, Pain

I thought you were different
From everyone else
Who tried to make me bleed
It turns out that you
Were a figment of my imagination
Your are unattainable
To me
You said you loved me
Your left me broken inside
Left without picking up
The fragments of
My broken heart
Now I'm here to say
That day after day
I still love you
Despite the torture
The agony, the misery, the pain
You put me through