Love Me & I Live, Love Him & I Die

Why do you choose to keep on hurting me
I just can’t understand
You say you love me but I don’t see that you do
I love you, I feel it and I show it
But when it comes to you, I see nothing
Do u really want me?
Or do you want him?
You talk about him to me
But you say love me
If he’s the dream guy then what am I?
Why did you choose me if he’s that?
Apparently I’m just the scraps
And if I’m not, well that’s the way you make it seem
I’m sorry if I’m the bad guy for speaking out about how I feel
You want me to open up to you but then if I do…..
I’m the one who’s making a big deal about it
I love you to much to leave you
Why are you with me if he’s the dream guy?
My heart is lost in pain, anger, and envy
In time hopefully you’ll see that I’m the light you need to walk down the dark path
I’m me and that won’t change
So please, make you mind up
Love me and I live
Love him and I die
Which will you choose?